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Music has always played a big part in my life, it allows me to dream, brings back memories a of certain time in my life, let's me wonder of things that could have been, makes me want to dance, puts a smile on my face or allowed me to cry and when I find a song that I haven't heard for awhile it's like finding a old friend. I recently found a beautiful song that I've totally forgot about because it came from the movie Blade Runner and when I first heard it, back in 1982 when I was 21, it did something to me. It brought back memories and the lost feeling of a love that I hadn't felt in a long time. You see I met my soul mate when I was seven or eight and everyone it puppy love but I didn't care because the way we felt about one another you can't put into words. Leigh and I were inseparable, we sat next to one another in class, we shared our lunch together, we held hands as we walk together during recess and for a moment in time our world was each other. All the teachers said we were the cutest couple for our age. For one year in my life I was truly loved and nothing else mattered. During the summer vacation all I could think about was her and the first day back to school. When that day came and she didn't show up in class I began to panic and the teacher took me to the office. I was told that Leigh and her family had moved away and left no forwarding address. For the first time in my life I was so heartbroken that I fell into a deep depression. I couldn't eat, I didn't feel anything and all I could think of was she was gone and I would never see her again. As the saying goes time did mend my pain and I still think of her from time to time and wonder how her life turned out, I hope she's happy. I did date during my teenage years and I have fond memories, my senior year was the best of all and I had the time of my life. I left home a year later and joined the U.S. Marines which brought me out to California. I married twice and both times I was cheated on but for some reason it didn't really matter to me I just moved on and kept hoping and listening to music. I know that at least I had got the chance to be loved in the most absolutely wonderfullest way that most others never do in their entire lives. I'm so grateful to God that I was given this precious moment in my life and the chance to feel true love. I did love the women I married but when they had ulterior motives, I didn't have a chance. At least I knew that I was able to love another and feel and show the tender and passionate love, that I've always carried in my heart. Now at my age I still need to try again, the heart wants what the heart wants, I only know how to love one way and that's all the way. When I listen to that song it still makes me feel the same way and gives me hope that I might find someone and fall in love like that again before I die. If you want to hear it go onto You Tube and type in, Blade Runner-Love Theme-Full Version. I absolutely love the song. Now that I've found this long lost song that has been in the back of my heart, it draws me to look for a lonely unloved woman to share with her the wondeful love that I once felt and still feel in my heart, my soul so she can without a doubt.....know that she has found someone who will love her and never leave her lonely. Know anyone who wants to be loved without any doubts, any fears. To be able to open up and know that, in your heart, the person you love so deeply will love you back the same way always and forever. If so then please let me know because it sucks not being able to share the love that I feel, with someone special. Thanks for reading, I hope you find what your searching for. P.S. Here's a few other songs that might intrest you. Simply Red-Holding back the years, Chris Isaak-Can;t do a thing(To stop me), Spandau Ballet-True, Neil Young-Harvest Moon and Michael Jackson-Remember the time Due to the overwhelming amount of spam and join our dating website I WILL NOT REPLY AND JUST DELETE YOU REPLY.
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