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I will always think of you
On my drive home late last night I had so much to think about. The end of a fourteen stretch of work, over a hundred hours on the clock, a solid week of vacation which I am spending in the Caribbean, looking forward to sleeping late and eating like a chancho. There were so many things bouncing around in my head but one thing kept making me smile and kept me awake in my late drive... You. Did you know over this past year, not a single hour of my consciousness has passed without you popping into my mind? It doesn't matter how focused I am on a particular task, YOU just work your way to the top of my brain an take over. If there are twenty hours in a day, and the average person sleeps and a half hours, then minus one and a half hours (because you know I don't sleep well) to get hours of sleep, that leaves me with nineteen hours of consciousness. Well, over hundred and eighty-one days (as of today) that is thousand, two hundred, and eighty- hours. Since those cute feet walked you into my life, I have thought a out you a MINIMUM of seventy two hundred times (and counting)!!! I don't do it on purpose. You just take up such a large space in my heart. And you KNOW I have a huge heart. I also thought tonight about how we got to this point. My so many memories that make me smile. Sharing our first sugar cookie at the mall. Haha that was the day I met you! You told me not to dress like Justin Beiber hahaha. Then our first kiss by the beach on that uncomfortable bench. Wow... Just kissing you I could tell we had something. We kiss so well together and every time we do I lose myself and just don't care about anything else. To this day every time I see you my heart still races! :-D I love thinking about our usual meet up places where we could sit for even minutes making out and talking in my car. Then we would just look at each other silently and I would say "me too" in response to your silence. I loved when I surprised you in Baltimore that day. We walked around federal hill, getting to know each other more. Then there was the other trip to the city, where I held your hand (even when you told me not to) and I asked you to play "our song" haha. Then I tried to play it cool as if I didn't say it ha. :-) and yesterday when you mentioned that it was playing in the store you were in just made my entire day. I think about those amazing days we spent together for 8+ hours in a quiet room exploring each other's bodies, discovering just how deep and strong our chemistry is. We would just be so exhausted the following day. God I miss that. Then there's that one day. In the middle of it all. We sat on top of our feelings and pretended as if we didn't know what was coming next. You and I laying there staring into the other's eyes debating on who is going to say it first. And finally you said it... Then I said it... I love you. We officially opened a huge door I don't think I have the to close. I certainly don't have the desire to. We have so many great memories together, of course you remember one of my favorites.. The line at the to see Anchorman II You hugged me from behind and rested your head on my back. I felt like the only man in the universe and you never wanted to let go. Wow. Thinking of that still makes me smile and feel amazing. All the times we went shopping. The dressing rooms and the pants haha and I had you try on that awful skimpy dress hahaha you were so sexy! Then there were the embarrassing moments ;-) those security guys at the mall stopped and told us to "get a room next time" because you and I were kissing in my car. Haha the windows would fog up in there regardless because the AC was broken in my antique of a car. Oh and then during the snow storm haha. My car wouldn't go up that hill and we had the girl from Alaska help us out. Gosh you looked so embarrassed hahaha. Aye mi amor we have so many great memories from this past year. You truly have worked your way into my heart. Just like when you were gone for two weeks last Christmas, and when I was gone for a while for work or vacation I missed you. I never stopped thinking about you. I remember our amazing times. I remember how much you mean to me. I remember how happy I am that you are a part of my life. About how I only have one regret about you... The two times I disappointed you. I wish I could take those back. I hate disappointing you. I hate upsetting you. Just know I am here. I am yours to upon whenever you need me. Nobody has made me this confident, or fulfilled. Nobody has given me this much satisfaction, emotional and intellectual stimulation, or challenged me to think about myself and life as much as you have. It's one huge reason why I love you. And ever since we first said it and every time I say it now, I mean it more and more. I truthfully love you. I cannot imagine myself without knowing you know and I don't want to imagine life without you. You mean so much to me and I care so much about you. I've said it a million times but "it's the true". ;-) This week while I'm gone I know I will work on focusing on enjoying myself and my life, while you enjoy yourself and focus on your life. That does not mean I won't miss you. Because between fruity drinks, between the meals a day haha, between every moment I'm going to be thinking of you. I'm going to be hoping that you are well. And if you are ever while I'm gone, read this. You are so special, amazing, , sexy, smart, quick, fun, funny and so much more. You're damn close to perfect! Remember that I, a , handsome, smart, talented (in many areas), tall, neurotic, blonde con los ojos azules, am hopelessly, irreversibly, and sometimes painfully, in love with you. I never want you to change. What we are.. Is perfect. I love you I love what we have and I love that I can always count on you and I will always be here for you. Besos para ti, I'll see you in a week. Love, - P.S. I'm going to drink a few extras for you.
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