Married wife looking real sex Waynesburg How Do I Live Without You? To most people I am self contained and appear to be totally self sufficient, but for a long time I have had a hole in my soul. Woman have come and gone, friends have come and gone, but the emptiness remained and I still just kept that smile on my face so the world would think I had it all together. When I met you, there was nothing in particular that moved me one way or the other. You were just another cool person who I could know in passing. Then the day we sat close to each other and you invited me out for a bite was the day that changed my life forever. Women who come into my life are usually kept at a distance and I never show my feelings to them, self protection? Perhaps. You even mentioned how I was a hard read... Everything is my life was manageable until our first kiss, I don't even know if it was me, you, or both of us who moved our faces to line up for the kiss, but it has made an impact on my life that has changed me forever. Due to bad timing, forces beyond our control, a bad joke from the Love Gods, whatever, it seemed not destined to be. There were challenges in this "Love" that made it impossible to go forward immediately. I will take the blame for it, isn't that what a man who truly loves a woman will do? You might ask, "LOVE?", how can that be? There's so much we don't even know about each other!!! Perhaps the better word is "Love Seed". Everyday that goes by two things I know for sure will happen. 1.) God will see fit to allow us to go forward and find each other, or .2) We will not have the courage to go forward and the seed of love that was planted will die. I have in bed for what seems an eternity and daydreamed about you and I holding hands again like in the beginning and drinking in the delicious kisses like on that night so long ago. We can be so close at times, and then we are so far apart at times. God, I can see such promise when I am close to you talking and when I look in your eyes....but I also see fear of failure and hurt that someone did to you so long ago. This is the fear that blocks us from going forward, crossing every hurdle together, and taking it just one day at a time. I know the barriers you have erected in your heart are there to help you cope and remain strong and happy in your world. Because so much in your world is going so well now. I honor that and would never want to see what you have worked so hard for hurt in any one area. When I look at you I see a woman who I would cross deserts for, be rich or poor with (preferably rich) and a woman I would and protect with my own heart and soul! Now to be totally honest, do I think we can work it out? There is no doubt you could be my Queen I would love with all my heart! Forever you say? As long as we both water and care for that seed every day one! I don't think you will ever read this post, but I had to write it because my heart is so ripe and bursting for you right now, and there is no one there to receive my hearts harvest. So as I close....YES, I do love you....it's a hot small fire waiting for more fuel to see it grow into a raging inferno that will change your life and mine forever! That's a promise I make to you today beloved one I love....I just wish somehow these words had the power to fly across the air and hit your heart so hard that it would take your breathe away. So with all that said.....Feel my heart one, not the mask I show the world to hide my pain today! All My Love Beloved Woman Beautiful housewives wants real sex Atlantic City

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